9th Provincial Chapter,  24 May - 2 June 2008


May 24-25:  Days of Prayer/ Silence: On Discernment

May 24: Day One

 

The Facilitator

Bro. Karel San Juan, SJ, of EMMAUS Center for Psycho-Spiritual Formation facilitates the two days of prayer and silence. A Jesuit scholastic preparing for ordination, Bro. Karel completed his doctoral studies at Gonzaga University at Spokane on Leadership Studies with his dissertation, "The Spiritual Formation of Leaders on the Ignatian Tradition".  He  has a Master's Degree in Development Management from the Asian Institute of Management (AIM).

As a Jesuit, his involvement includes being member of the Social Apostolate Commission of the Philippine Province of the Society of Jesus; Center for Ignatian Spirituality and  Simbahang Lingkod; Consultant of the Office for Mission, Identity and Organizational Development of the Ateneo University, and Director of Emmaus Center for Psycho-Spiritual Formation of Religious and Lay Leaders.

Before entering the Society of Jesus, Bro Karel worked with the Ateneo Social Development Complex, he taught courses on development studies and management at the Ateneo and AIM; consultant, facilitator, trainor, speaker in organizational development and strategic management for NGO, people's organizations, business, church and religious organizations as well as government agencies, among them USAID, CIDA and OXFAM HK and USA as Development consultant.
 

Opening Prayer:


  Readings from Saturday Mass

James 5:13-20
... pray for one another, so that you may be healed. The prayer of the righteous is powerful and effective...

Mark 10:13-16
...whoever does not accept the reign of God like a little child shall not take part in it.

 


We beg for the grace of prayer: being able to pray, to pray for one another, to pray for one another’s healing, to pray for our reconciliation, to pray like a child to the Father: dependent and trusting, pure and innocent, awed and wondrous, demanding and receptive of God’s blessings.

FIRST PRAYER: OUR PRESENT MOMENT

First point. In this Provincial Chapter we come together as individuals, and as a community. We come together as part of a journey with a past, present, and future. We reflect now on where we are, how we are, and who we are – at this particular moment in our journey.

Second point. We all prepared ourselves, our hearts-minds-souls, for this important event in our congregation’s life and history. We went through several conversations, recollections, prayers, and planning activities. We came up with priorities, themes, scenarios, and challenges. We are already in the midst of projecting our future together. We pause these two days, in quiet prayer, to remember and to integrate all that we have prepared for, offering and surrendering them to God, so we can listen to His call, so we can follow His bidding. So we ask as well: where is God, how is God calling us, and who is God to me and to us at this point in time. What image of God is being revealed to us at this time?

Third point. As we discern, we find the following three deepening realities converging: my self, our Province and its mission, and God. They converge in terms of where they are (place, moment in the journey, the givens of one’s situation), how they are (dispositions, feelings, spiritual states), and who they are (self-understanding, identity, image). We reflect on these in prayer, asking for the grace of understanding and wisdom, asking God for what meanings and invitations need to be revealed to our consciousness at this moment of our lives.

 

                    WHERE AM I                                                                 WHERE ARE WE 

                                  HOW AM I                                             HOW ARE WE 

                                             WHO AM I                       WHO ARE WE 

 

                                                                  WHO IS GOD 

                                                                   HOW IS GOD

                                                          WHERE IS GOD   


SECOND PRAYER: OUR DESIRES FOR THE FUTURE 


 
Jeremiah 29:11-14

For surely I know the plans I have for you says the Lord, plans for your welfare and not for harm, to give you a future with hope. Then when you call upon me and come and pray to me, I will hear you. When you search for me, you will find me; if you seek me with all your heart, I will let you find me, says the Lord, and I will restore your fortunes and gather you from all the nations and all the places where I have driven you, says the Lord, and I will bring you back to the place from which I sent you into exile.

 

First point. As we discern, we acknowledge the power of desires: ours and God’s. God desires nothing else but our good: a future of goodness, fortune, reconciliation, healing, liberation, restoration, homecoming, community, and peace. More than this, God promises God’s abiding presence and friendship in our lives. We pray for ever-deepening faith and confidence in God’s great desires for us, in God’s constant accompaniment in our lives. We pray for the grace of knowing what seem to be God’s great desires and plans for our Province’s mission and community at this time.

Second point. God expects us to come to Him with our own desires, which is part of discernment. God invites us to approach Him with confidence, courage, strength, and fervor. God impels us to bring all our desires in prayer. Do we have this fervor for prayer? Do we know what desires to present to the Lord? What visions and desires do we have for our Province: What more can we do? How more can we be? How can we do things better? How can we be better? Are we strong and confident in lifting up our visions, desires and intentions to God?


Third point. We pray and reflect on the desires of Mary, the first disciples, and Jesus in the following:

- Mary’s discernment at the Wedding at Cana: John 2:1-12

- The first disciples’ decision to follow Jesus: Luke 5:1-11

- Jesus’ agony in the garden: Matthew 26:36-46; Luke 22:40-46

We imagine how they must have grappled with their desires, knowing and claiming them, and uniting them with the greater desire of God.


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FIRST PRAYER: OUR PRESENT MOMENT

SECOND PRAYER: OUR DESIRES FOR THE FUTURE